THE JIG IS UP (feat. torrey)

I work so hard just for a head nod To be honest man I wish they was gawkin' I wish they saw what I saw Or rather hear what I hear, the worlds that come up in here No longer fiction may be reaching, maybe I'm just seeing Things echo into my reality My sanity drawing on a board aboard the ship sailin' 'cross Atlantis sea I had a girl who should've had a deeper meaning She went and did what made her happy guess I couldn't be that mane And if you hear this don't feel bad I know I get attached too easy, always tend to breeze past Another persons feelings, I ain't hearin' nothin My fear sets in and soon I'm feeling broken down I calm the nerves in my system Got a Cujo on a break in my head on intermission Couldn't help but feel defeated Saw you kissin' just ahead of me Tears welling up but I'm keepin' them from keepin' me My understanding of life is so skewed I'm confused I go for walks at night and I speak the stars And the few that will speak back aren't involved as hard as I wish As hard as I wish there's no answers No flashes of light and im anxious Billions of years was thought about in a fraction Seconds tick tick tick tick tock in passin I really wish I had Akira bike, I wish I had a verse from mike I wish I wish I wish I'm wishin' uh Seems wishing things is all that I do This ain't Aladdin ain't no genie ain't no plan ain't no series Ain't no motion ain't no knowing where I'm going I guess the notion is to pack it up and move to Kyoto But I'm the only one who would do it I'm really thinking about it Leaving it all behind No word no warning no bye no sign Let me see your light When the days gone Look in your eyes Let me see you shine Oh when the days gone Need someone To take all of my pain away Take all the pain away Need someone, need someone, need someone Need someone To take all of the pain away Take all the pain away Need someone, need someone, need someone Let me see your light When the days gone Look in your eyes Let me see you shine Oh when the days gone Need someone To take all of my pain away Take all the pain away Need someone, need someone, need someone Need someone To take all of the pain away Take all the pain away Need someone, need someone, need someone Honestly I need someone to hold me down All these reasons I be sinking to the ground Chasing paper and chasing vapor It'd be nice to have a lady I can savor, savor Anytime now I'm losing dime now Spending cash on endeavors I been on the climb now For quite a while I just wanna see you smile Almost everything I do for her is worth the while Or so I thought She left me running down the block And all the love I fought for rot Thought it was right but it was not And like I said Honestly I need someone to hold me down All these reasons I be sinking to the ground Chasing paper and chasing vapor It'd be nice to have a lady I can savor Let me see your light When the days gone Look in your eyes Let me see you shine All eyes all eyes all eyes on me My eyes well up when I tell you bout a version of me Introverted, not deserving of a name or a peep That was when I learned it's certain that it ain't you and me It's you and him Overhearing the phone call, the be all end all The pictures that I picture make me sick but I can't dig it all out They just diggin' back in Man I'm straight f*ck y'all this just more on my plate I wont take this shit no more It ain't your fault that you feelin something I'll just get out your way I got a lot of shit to say so Imma keep it goin Is there something about me that keeps them birds soarin? Or am I lookin in the wrong places At the wrong faces, at the wrong tables, in the wrong status of mind? Come find me, please come find me I'm lost with no destination just desperation Love lust I'm tainted All these mistakes and all these regrets I wish I was better will I be better Dust off the pictures, Reminded me of days when I was young enough to pay no mind Stop and look both ways and I'll be fine But that became no case nowadays So hung up on it Some days I wish I was hung up on it A coat on a hanger