Childhood Friend

You act like I'm not there It's like I don't exist Don't you see me there You've known me all your life When did this happen This situation is hopeless I can't stand to be around you You ignore me at every turn I don't know where this came from This nonchalant resentment I freaked you out I think So I'll drink some more Pass out some more Drunkenly sob some more Go crazy for more I'm staying way too sober for this I'm being way too heady for this I've ruined everything again I've become way too cold for you I've become way too angry for you You'll never see me again I can't do this again