Loving Hatred

So much Abuse In lieu of using wisdom Mutinous decisions Another's Putrid Intentions To see you suffer Bitterness And not pursue Forgiveness Constricted by Their decisions But uplifted by Your assistance It was predicted Not fitting You Loosely listened Still hear yourself Crying Grabbing steering wheel Of Civic No denying You survived Naked and scared Without a witness Rush hour traffic scene Screaming loud about Repentance No seen remittance Just fueled more Egoistic Engagements with Sadists Since lying At my expenses Made the news At five Couldn't write If I attempted Imagining clearer Signs That should guide Her to forgiveness When Trauma Is inside How you apply defenses? Deny your Savior But making him Carry Crucifixes Take Time Think to Try Total talent Told To Die Trolled a peaceful Patient soul To ignore what you Oblige The Matrix Thoughts Born of my Creations You better know 'Fore your Life's goes Back to basics Let it Flow F*ck it Let it go I'll replace it Then it blows Cuz I'm left to show Loving Hatred The Matrix Thoughts Born of my Creations You better know 'Fore your Life's goes Back to basics Let it Flow F*ck it Let it go I'll replace it Then it blows Cuz I'm left to show Loving Hatred How we Meet Ice Skating rink But People scared to slide If you skate You should expect That your bottom Won't be dry Circled drain Claim the clouds No one else has Seen beyond How is murder simply Tried? One attempts Impeding Life And your only Fitting Peace Involves a Catch Up sleeve With Knife Insert blade In between The discs I use to be upright But if I behave crooked You'll be saved By blue and white I'll be next to rest Depressed where I've worked not to Be inside Well, you're not Seeing Peace As if a Blood on Reese's Strike Are you blind My belief Is Logic Seen without a fight Simple After Saturdays With Sunny days redeemed in spite Like the Sun is Beaming Nazi Symbol Sleeve of Bleeding Kyke This a show Of wisdom Listen Before censors Cease my mic Seeing heights I may not Reach With more terrain To see in hike If encircled Holding pattern Can't redeem Increase in flight Don't insult My way relieving Be as Jesus Truth and Light The Matrix Thoughts Born of my Creations You better know 'Fore your Life's goes Back to basics Let it Flow F*ck it Let it go I'll replace it Then it blows Cuz I'm left to show Loving Hatred The Matrix Thoughts Born of my Creations You better know 'Fore your Life's goes Back to basics Let it Flow F*ck it Let it go I'll replace it Then it blows Cuz I'm left to show Loving Hatred So you left me And my guess Is you confessed to Leaving , right Told my daughter Bout the birthday You ain't want to meet Me, right? Sacrificed entire day So I could Kiss her cheek That night You ain't show But you uphold To actions Made You think were right No, I'm wrong Says the heathen Lie to make me evil, right Called police cuz i retrieved the children Left in tv light Unprotected Like the sex You had while baby screams For Life Make believe it not Obscene Like no one else Perceives your lie Guessing Motel 6 And Santa Fe Police Convened a plot Still confused that No one seemed to think to Stop My thieving...odd Took you until the morning To conclude It me but God... At the time Had my Children really ended thieved For cock You'd have made out better Joining military Seen Jiyaad You would think I had A cam Describing your mischievous Side Hope you Washed The sheets With twice the needed bleach then Heated dry Dirty, heartless You're exhausted Teething on a penis Pipe The Matrix Thoughts Born of my Creations You better know 'Fore your Life's goes Back to basics Let it Flow F*ck it Let it go I'll replace it Then it blows Cuz I'm left to show Loving Hatred The Matrix Thoughts Born of my Creations You better know 'Fore your Life's goes Back to basics Let it Flow F*ck it Let it go I'll replace it Then it blows Cuz I'm left to show Loving Hatred