Waiting...

Why'd you leave me I've been so lonely You've been in my dreams I cannot find sleep I'm pacing, breaking,slowly fading Sick and tired of always chasing I thought this time That I would be fine if I wrote down the times You crossed my mind I'll fill up every single line In hopes that you would fill up mine I'm stuck in this head space All I see is your face Completely over always taking the blame It's testing my fate Too much on my plate I'm losing time it's starting to slip away Your words hold no weight You were my keepsake Always alone trying to keep my thoughts straight I'll keep pushing through this endless mind state You left me here so I'll sit here and wait Why'd you leave me I've been so lonely You've been in my dreams I cannot find sleep I'm pacing, breaking,slowly fading Sick and tired of always chasing I thought this time That I would be fine if I wrote down the times You crossed my mind I'll fill up every single line In hopes that you would fill up mine I'll sit here waiting Patience is forgiveness bereft of guiding light Little did i know these arms were not fot this fight Black eye livid hope pointed up at the sky My electric rope bringing me back to life Connected to God via lightning Resurrected lungs breathing finally Though this war is won my head is heavy