Sins Of The Father

I know you have a lot on your mind This is a safe space Go ahead You can let it out 8 months old, caught in the system Family secrets the deepest, guess I'm the victim Stories unclear why they didn't want me So many years passed, this shit still haunt me I was 5 years old, saw mama cheatin' That shit tore me into pieces, my heart was grievin' I was 6 when I found out about my twin Pops a hero to us but he a dead beat to him Separated at 8…my granddad died, I was 9 Had to walk in them schools pretending my life was fine Nomad life I was 10…we movin' like it's a trend Parents still in them streets got strangers round us again Hol' up Young nigga dealin' with trauma Didn't know I was unhappy All a nigga seeing is drama Southside, guns shot fly like fireworks Drive-by, bodies drop then it's tire skrrts Fiends is demons they always scheming Seeing these scenes, you could only dream it Blood hittin' licks too nice Stuntin' too hard, got pinned up Graveyard next to the schools Tryna show us where we gon end up And Grandma in them churches, need them blessings urgent ooh In white man we should worship, I don broke all these curses ooh now I got kids Married life, tight 9 years Sleep rare cuz I got fears Failing them, I cry tears Seen hell in my rearview Escaping from it, I shift gears Survivor's remorse is sure me Nigga that's why I'm so low key You was wrong if you thinking you know me