my vapes burnt out, but so am I

The good and the bad come in waves so I'll ride them And the tide can't keep on rising Changing your life can be so damn tiring But it's fine man, yeah it's fine man Drink with my friends smoke a bowl try to relax But i don't wanna fucking relapse These habits are tearing me up, but I don't care and I mean that, yeah I mean that What's the point of this shit anyway I'm losing my mind and some hair everyday But I'll hop on the game, in a shirt with a stain From the the bleach that you dyed your hair with I'm doing amazing right now Always complaining about how You left me crying like a bitch on the floor Crying out that I loved you way more My vapes been blinking for three days I'm burnt out too it's okay And I've been thinking about my past life I didn't learn shit from the last time In my head everything replays But I forget it anyway Until I'm up late at night, losing my fucking mind The thought of you, it keeps me awake Keep me awake Just stay away I stay awake Like everyday it hurts the same Can't get over you Don't know what I'm gonna do, now And now I'm calling, hope you don't pick up Cause if we're talking, I'll just mess up And say I miss you, and you'll say sorry You don't feel the same, and you're at a party With another guy, I'm not even on your mind It hurts sometimes, but I don't even wanna cry Why can't you lie, and say you miss me too Or ignore my line, so I can get over you My vapes been blinking for three days I'm burnt out too it's okay And I've been thinking about my past life I didn't learn shit from the last time In my head everything replays But I forget it anyway Until I'm up late at night, losing my fucking mind The thought of you, it keeps me awake Now I'm digging my grave, nothing left to save But it's a shame, I still love you same Even though we broke up and we're going our separate ways My vapes been blinking for three days I'm hungover on you But I'm never getting over you I'm never getting over you