Hide & Seek

People round here beam with pride Smiling like they've got something to hide But I don't care, oh I don't care 'Cause I realise that I'd survive Everything except for this life And that's not fair, oh it's not fair So I sit around trying to talk to god he goes "one two three son ready or not You're already home and how does it feel?" I said "I braced myself for what's to come but I still stumble around just like a bum and I'm so cold" and that's how it feels Oh it doesn't feel real, life doesn't feel real Oh I just don't know, I don't know So I shake these thoughts and rattle this mind Trying my best just to find A place where, a place where The people I love the few inbetween All hold each other like on a silverscreen But there's no one there, oh there's no one there So I sit around trying to talk to god he goes "one two three son ready or not You're already home and how does it feel?" I said "I braced myself for what's to come but I still stumble around just like a bum and I'm so cold" and that's how it feels Oh it doesn't feel real, life doesn't feel real Oh I just don't know, I don't know But I'm tired of feeling so fucking scared That life will grab me and pull me by the hair Right into the floor, right into the floor And every breath I take feels like a fight The brightest of days still turn into night I'm not sure, I'm not sure So I sit around trying to talk to god he goes "one two three son ready or not You're already home and how does it feel?" I said "I braced myself for what's to come but I still stumble around just like a bum and I'm so cold" and that's how it feels Oh it doesn't feel real, life doesn't feel real Oh I just don't know, I don't know Life doesn't feel real, life doesn't feel real