Waitin' On What

And I, never would have guessed That my life right here would end up just a mess And I, will never be the same But a Chey Riv kid gon' make it anyway And they sayin, What you doin' Whatchu waitin' on No one's gonna save you now So I say my prayer and lift my head Cuz a rez kid always makes it somehow Oh Na Na Oh Na Na In the darkest parts of my own mind I stayed Walkin' towards a deeper darker way Holdin' on to memories of hate Of sadness and my passions doomed to fate Broken down and beaten by depression Filled with stress and anxious on a million Forgettin' if I'm breathin' fact or fiction Don't know where my story goes I'm missin' Bottom hittin' often in my tank, I Travel through this distant life ashamed, I Never give myself a better way Cuz every road I take it leads to pain I just want a moment to refresh I just need a moment to reflect My heart cries out buried in my chest Just one more time go and do your best Cuz you were born blessed, born Indigenous Made to be strong and made resilient Go be that lightning, go be that thunder Shake up the world and let them know what you offer Do it for the ones way before your time And do it for the future best of our kind Do it for your pops who walks in the sky And do it for yourself, the next up in line And I, never would have guessed That my life right here would end up just a mess And I, will never be the same But a Chey Riv kid gon' make it anyway And they sayin What you doin Whatchu waitin' on No one's gonna save you now So I say my prayer and lift my head Cuz a rez kid always makes it somehow Oh Na Na