My Tears Lie

I've been watching movies Staring at those TV screens Trying to find somebody who looks like me (Do I talk too much?) I've been taking cover Hiding from the whole wide world This damage isn't doing me so good But, I'm floating around the world My eyes looking to flee And every mirror is slowly blinding me My tears lie I'm trying to cry I'm out of my mind Whispering everything to me The world's been looking at half stories Not even trying to find me What is even real? Is it even there anymore? Now, I'm watching step by step For something a little more Easy on the eyes Easy on the heart Easy on the brain that my mind is living it And I wanna know "What's happening to this world?" My tears lie It's making me cry It's taking me out of my mind Whispering everything to me That, "Baby, you're not good enough" "Girl, you're not good enough" "Be a little better for the world till it's had enough" But, I'm trying my best right now I don't know what I gotta do And I've had enough I've had enough I've had enough My tears are lying I'm slowly dying, baby Take me out of my mind Just a little further We keep pushing harder Gotta be myself right now My tears are lying I'm slowly dying, baby Take me out of my mind Just a little further We keep pushing harder Gotta be myself right now My tears lie It's making me cry I'm out of my mind Whispering everything to me