Losing Myself

Cigarettes On my breathe Oh my God I'm still a mess I confess I'm losing myself Bloody red Hung from neck Diamond shine with no regret I confess I'm losing myself Someone humor me Funny money new to me But she must be 33 cuz all she does is old to me Only Jodeci Know how cold and hopelessly I could carry marry Halle Barry light the storm and see How they flock Like sheep to shepherd Lion here so meet your devils I believe to breed the rebels I've exceeded feeling special Now I see no sentimental I been here numb Said it a hundred and 1 I send your mental a gun Cigarettes On my breathe Oh my God I'm still a mess I confess I'm losing myself Bloody red Hung from neck Diamond shine with no regret I confess I'm losing myself Underground living Really digging for life Shoveled dirt up on my plate My teeth are muddy in spite Of eating all they've thrown at me Somehow I'm hungry to fight Molotov's in my bite Sipping grenades for the night And it explodes Lowest blows They could deal somehow I hold Onto ropes they never thrown but found alone inside my zone Stay in lane is what they told the kid Focus quick erode the clip On every single little prick who rode the road to ride my (beep) Cigarettes On my breathe Oh my God I'm still a mess I confess I'm losing myself Bloody red Hung from neck Diamond shine with no regret I confess I'm losing myself Cigarettes On my breathe Oh my God I'm still a mess I confess I'm losing myself Bloody red Hung from neck Diamond shine with no regret I confess I'm losing myself Like oh oh oh What do you do if you losing And you sick of abusing your health Oooh oh oh I been consuming the booze inside my liver the proof how I fell