BLUE CRUSH

Could someone explain what happened 'Cause I woke up and u were gone Somewhere West side of Europe Now all these flashes in my head Screamin' I wasn't dreaming We were there lost in the waves You, told me not to be afraid Both to blind to understand That we would end up falling Swore it was hate at first sight I never thought could change my mind But we were undeniable Now look at us, caught feelings 'stead of waves Why do I feel so ashamed feeling so free ? Now blink of eye, here you are On this fucking plane Left me to my fate Songs i dedicated All looping in my head Through my sleepless nights Put me in rewind Lyrics bring me back Time when I was almost yours You were almost mine Please get me out of my mess like you used to do When you were always behind sayin' you told me so And I'll smile cause You'll never have a clue That No one else compares to you Nothing will compare to us Back when we dipped into blue Overcame my biggest fear Cause as long as you were here I knew angels were on my side (On my side) But you're all gone now So far from you My heart gone blue Now all my days are longer People all the same Nothing ever changes yet nothing is the same What does the blue of ocean even mean now ? You, left a gaping hole in my damn heart Deeper than the deep blue Deeper than the Mariana trench Nothing's fun anymore without your laugh So cold away from you My heart froze Until the moon is full How do I find myself saying your name In every single conversation ? So ashamed that I'll always find myself Seeking for your eyes In his gaze Trust me if I could forget you I would Well... Maybe not Was I even alive ('til I found him) Before I found him ?