In my head (feat. MeganE)

In my head In my head It's already too late, to come back Cause i don't understand all the pain that i feel In my head In my head In my head So I reminisce on when I lost my uncle and cousin Screaming at the top of my lungs that death couldn't touch me Yo my life eats me alive like leftover lunch meat And it was just then I thought there's no way the sufferings complete Yeah I have so much road to walk And half of it I've walked alone Even tho most of my friends they're made of gold Yo my hearts remaining heavy like it's made of stone With blood so cold I bet you think that I've been eating snow With rhymes so dope It's like the bars reside inside my throat So I never rest I need the dust brushed up off my throne I'll never die I got a little one who needs me home The only reason I don't resign And find a better place to call my home Is the sun rising inside her eyes It's the only thing that keeps me going It's already too late, to come back Cause i don't understand all the pain that i feel In my head In my head In my head In my head So it still feels like the world's looking down on me I just want my daughter to be proud of me Even if I'm still not around to be Yo with the dark clouds that surrounded me With the ill thoughts To kill moms When I spill bombs To much shit to peel off When I've been at this shit for too long I keep finding ways to hurt you in a new song It's like I'm help you put your noose on Harsh feelings getting even harder to move on You think I wanna slay you every time I start writing a new bar? Gotta give you a juice box My words they do scar But it's just me standing here wishing that I had a harder target It's already too late, to come back Cause i don't understand all the pain that i feel In my head In my head In my head In my head In my head