Rainbow

I was taught not to cry, just smile through the pain Puss in mine and weed and liquor make it go away I was taught not to cry, just smile through the pain Puss in mine and weed and liquor make it go away When daddy left I was six, my lil sister was three Black sheep of the family, so no one cared about me Mommy was tending her daughter, big bro was roaming the streets No one there to talk to, so I had to bottle that shit What you see as passion, to me comes off as tragic I know the bars amazing, but deep down I've been hurting Clown face on the surface, can't bother you with my burden Not here on purpose, that's what I've been told I was taught not to cry, just smile through the pain Puss in mine and weed and liquor make it go away I was taught not to cry, just smile through the pain Puss in mine and weed and liquor make it go away If getting hurt a lot more will help you know a lot more Then I know a lot more than I could bargain for My heart heavy, my mind hurt and I got emotional scars So f*ck heaven emotions, I'd rather have some bars I'm a fiend for the flow and obsessed with the bars It's all hard work, no emotional bonds It's the only thing that I learn from my pops Never had no role model, so I keep a bitch that look like a model Then I put my troubles in the bottle Then I put that bottle on display But it's cool you can laugh at my pain As a matter of fact you can laugh at me And how they all look down on me Funny how I'm taller than them, I envy their ignorance I mix the syrup, I don't want no mixed feelings I know it sounds self destructive but I love it I was taught not to cry, just smile through the pain Puss in mine and weed and liquor make it go away I was taught not to cry, just smile through the pain Puss in mine and weed and liquor make it go away