Chronic

I care, I care, I care I got chronic depression Wait for the Chronic to set in Holding my smith and Weston Want to apply the pressure They say that I'm a blessing But I feel like a curse The only true place for me Is in a hearse Six feet underground No pulse Can't breath The only enemy is me That's why I'm gonna leave This earthly body Cause I'm nobody That embodies sin Can't pretend I'm a good guy So I must say goodbye Don't want to live the rest of my life I'm never high I'm always down I don't know why I'm still around I'm never high I'm always down I don't know why I'm still around Heart still beating Brain is screaming Chains are creaking Screw the weekends That's when all to myself And I can't think about anything But a belt Should I Could I Would I These are questions I ask on a daily Why does the concept not even phase me Is it cause I'm crazy Well maybe Or is it I don't care If i live or if i die Either way I'll be fine I'm never high I'm always down I don't know why I'm still around I'm never high I'm always down I don't know why I'm still around I can't take the pressure Of life anymore Man I'm crushed I'm feelin stuffed With expectations That's too high A blind man Can't hit a bullseye So why do you punish I can't even Stomach My food for thought I'm feelin lost But I'm not in a maze I'm in my thoughts I've dropped the ball Kick me off the team I've been looking for a reason To see the light Despite My happy Demeanor I'm shook like a seizure God I can't wait to be able to see ya