Pull the Trigger

I would pull the trigger If I had the balls I would pull the trigger But no one cares at all If I pull the trigger Would you hear me fall Would I even fall at all Would I even fall at all Zero minus zero still zero So this zero Is here Holding back is fear Not of death But of life Tears run down my eyes And I cry Every night How do I survive When I don't know why I'm alive I would pull the trigger I would pull the trigger I would pull the trigger If I had the balls