Demons

I’ll forever say I lost more than I gained in this life Feel like I died was resurrected now I’m living it twice Never been the one to sit and ask for pity on songs I’d rather lock myself always and fight my demons alone No need for validation I take my days one at a time I fight my battles with my pen Go bar for bar and line for line Wish you could step inside my shoes and take a trip inside my mind I’m surprised I’m even opening my eyes Wish I could take it back My heart was full of hate no wonder why I keep a strap I lost some friends and lost myself when I was slanging packs Was digging deeper search for my only purpose If I died today I feel like everything I did was worth it For real I found myself again my pushes come in surges For real I use my pain just like a force that shit been driving me still Translate my pain into a verse I put my feeling right here I got regrets but they made me I got all ten in the field I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I always stepped up to the challenge What I look like folding Done seen so much in life my heart started becoming frozen That shit won’t thaw out Lost all of my niggas due to a shoot out I’d call for help but can’t cause wed be inside of the court house It’s slow now Sick of this life man I gotta slow down Got so much trauma on my mind it trigger when hear sounds I stayed down Made bad decisions all over life If this the road I had to take to here I’d do it over twice Though I put my pen on to the pad and Let my feelings flow I gave my heart to writing music now my lyrics glow I share my past wit y’all because I gotta let it show If you stay down and trust the process then you going blow I use to think that I would fail no matter what I did Through all the bad I picked my pieces up and made it big But when it’s bad I know the only way to get right Is lock myself away and fight my demons off with new light I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself I'm fighting demons by myself