Close The Curtain

How many times have you made me smile As many times as I slept around How many times have I made you proud As many times as you let me down How much pain can the heart take Every smile come with heartbreak Broke yours so many times it's not even heart shaped More like a circle Jumping all of these hurdles Family matters but not every Laura needs an urkel This is urgent I wasn't perfect My heart was hurting I'm observant I wanted to love you but wasn't certain If you were riding my wave Or if you were out here surfing People are fucking snakes the biggest serpents Close the curtains Show is over as you hope for closure Life is push and pull I push you away and you pull me closer I never understood that shit I do you wrong You stick around but if I do you right then you're moving on I guess some things are too good to be true I guess it's not so good to be you I wonder how it feels to be you This shit right here bigger than you and I Whole generation that's full of lies and deceit Y'all give them another chance that's another chance they will cheat So to all the people I hope you listen to me Love is a beautiful thing but it can make you weak To the point that y'all accept a lot of things y'all should reject Y'all give to much attention to the things y'all should neglect Love yourself that is something that y'all should perfect And you can not have my heart If I can't have your respect Out the gate I'm just straight telling y'all the good and bad If he can't be a man then how can he be a dad And fellas you must check her if she stepping out of line Because if she can't deliver how can she be a mom Gotta make it make sense Look one we done to each other All my sisters and brothers why can't we love one another And get back to that love that our grandparents had Cause we know this puppy love would make our grandparents laugh Hope this isn't traumatic I'm just being transparent Please don't cheat through your marriage Please just go be a parent This dirty laundry I'm airing Hope that you aren't embarrassed One day we're all gonna perish So I hope y'all start caring About the present and the future cause the past already passed Not to put y'all out on blast But you knew what you did So Love your boyfriend love your girlfriend Love your husband love your wife And don't forget to love yourself as much as you love your kids How many times have you made me smile As many times as I slept around How many times have I made you proud As many times as you let me down