Final Chapter

I climbed the highest ladder I made it to the top but still somehow I don't matter You told me you can't love me because I'm a rapper I hope I find happily ever after I climbed the highest ladder I made it to the top but still somehow I don't matter This right here my final chapter I hope I find happily ever after Where do I begin I'm spilling out my thoughts It's written with this pen This is just a start but it's feeling like the end All I see is broken hearts as if it was a trend I pray for y'all I know that I'm not shit But don't judge me on the low I'll never find love when I'm fucking all these hoes But I swear that new pussy Just do something to my soul Is it really cheating if your woman doesn't know She invite me to her house And I was dumb enough to go Told my girl I'll be right back I'm grabbing something from the store I pull up, she know after I come I gotta go Five minutes in it a nigga Come busting through the door He pulled that pistol out Now I gotta duck and hit the floor But he never pulled that trigger It was nothing but a show I was tussling with folk I was cutting it too close Long story short I'll never trust another hoe And that's 4sho I climbed the highest ladder I made it to the top but still somehow I don't matter You told me you can't love me because I'm a rapper I hope I find happily ever after I climbed the highest ladder I made it to the top but still somehow I don't matter This right here my final chapter I hope I find happily ever after The devil always shows. I'm headed out of state I'm stepping with my bros She shook her head in shame And said stop messing with these hoes I said I'm not She said nigga I smell it on your clothes She tell me that I'm right Even when I'm wrong Even though I love you Think I'm better off alone I know that I'm a king I'm resting in my throne I call Verizon up ask them do heaven have a phone I miss my grandma As I stare at her obituary I start praying for my mother And the burdens that she carry I'm not perfect But I'm searching for the person I could marry I know life a bitch I make her squirt and pop her cherry I know that times are scary But girl don't be a pessimist I seen you out your clothes I seen you out your element Life is just so delicate As if that wasn't evident Greatness has no measurement This is black excellence 4sho I climbed the highest ladder I made it to the top but still somehow I don't matter You told me you can't love me because I'm a rapper I hope I find happily ever after I climbed the highest ladder I made it to the top but still somehow I don't matter This right here my final chapter I hope I find happily ever after