I Hate That I Love You

Everything that we been through I can't forget you When you took my breath away who did I vent to Miss hearing your heartbeat and smelling your scent to I know you misled me but baby I miss you You're Sharp as a ginsu I was never against you When we disagreed uh I was still with you If I broke your heart ohhh I never meant to We couldn't get by so how do I get through The walls that you built heart softer than silk uh You swallowed my kids I can't call you a milf uh Enough of the joking but baby I was just hoping That one day you would be open for us to start to rebuild Uh I know I'm a dog so ya I know that it's hard So many good memories but yet so many scars They say my time is coming well I hope that it's ours The show is not over so can y'all hold the applause Don't clap for me the audacity I fought for your love You wouldn't scrap for me uh I feel like when you left you left a map for me uh But that map never brought you back to me Okay actually this is a catastrophe You never ever found better after me 12 Years single so I mastered peace And even with your flaws you're a masterp Ok enough of the love ok enough of the praise I used to text you for hours I use to f*ck you for days We used to f*ck in the shower could've got married but wait Now it's f*ck you and I swear that I hate uh I hate who you were uh I hate who you are I hate that you drink your life away in a bar uh Next time you drink and drive I hope you drive off a cliff But I hope you survive and one day you reminisce About the reasons I hate you and why I hate you exist I hate your heart was as dark as the abyss I hate the part when you start saying you miss Everything that we had when you're reason for this uh I hate when I talk and you don't understand You want me to be perfect but I'm only a man I hate that your heart beat but we never danced I hate that I don't believe in second chance I hate when you lie uh I hate when you cry uh We both played games but I hate when we tie uh You were never sober And I hate when you're high uh Even though I hate you I would hate if you die uh I hate that I met you uh I hate that I touched you uh I hate that I kissed you uh I hate that I fucked you uh I hate that I miss you uh I hate that I trust you uh I hate that I hate you but yet I hate that I love you uh And baby I love you uh I hate that I miss you uh I hate that I trust you uh I hate that I hate you but yet I hate that I love you uh And baby I love you uh I hate that I miss you uh I hate that I trust you uh I hate that I hate you but yet I hate that I love you uh And baby I love you uh