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Looking like I'm back here breathing heavy How'd I find my way back Water on a night stand untouched Can you help me find my way back Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not Man I'm just trippin' I'm buggin' I'm feeling like it's nothing Man I'm just trippin' I'm buggin' I'm feeling like it's nothing Man I'm just trippin' I'm buggin' I'm feeling like it's nothing Man I'm just trippin' I'm buggin' I'm wait Man I'm just trippin' I'm buggin' I'm feeling like it's nothing I'm above it Can't trust me Deep breath not feeling rusty All this dusty ass thinking got me standing on my tip toes I just need a crystal fucking ball but I don't get those I just didn't need it My conscious mind just couldn't believe it There I am bleeding Only I can see that ain't convenient Made it to the deep end floating wading waiting Hating every second baiting my own hook escaping Parents hate the rapping but it really don't compare to other outcomes But I must admit I wouldn'ta made it far without them Asking me to go to therap therapy for counsel But I'm in a post nut clarit clarity, it's' doubtful I just copped a fur and boy I'm 'bout to catch a mouthful Of aqua VVSs, get 'em stolen at the house show And yeah I'm on the bench but girl right now I'm on the couch with you Doing stupid shit and I'm embarrassed bro I vouched for you Looking like I'm back here breathing heavy How'd I find my way back Water on a night stand untouched Can you help me find my way back Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not I'm a frayed knot I ran out of wax to burn I got all my hands full Hopin' I don't miss a turn And I find grass it always greener But the oceans never blue And I'm crowded like hyenas Taking over all the zoo Ask me "Ou y la piscine?" And I'll tell you I have no clue Hear me pounding at the door And I'm lookin' straight at you But it's all in my mind Don't test me Soon I'll be fine But for now imma Die here Looking like I'm back here breathing heavy How'd I find my way back Water on a night stand untouched Can you help me find my way back Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not Man I'm just trippin' I'm buggin' I'm feeling like it's nothing I'm above it Can't trust me Deep breath not feeling rusty All this dusty ass thinking got me standing on my tip toes I just need a crystal fucking ball but I don't get those Looking like I'm back here breathing heavy How'd I find my way back Water on a night stand untouched Can you help me find my way back Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not Now I'm feeling tighter than a knot I could really change it but I'm not