No Emotion

Try to talk to god he ain't never picking up the phone why no emotion Standing in a room full of people still feeling so alone How come when I try to talk to god seeming like I only get the tone why no emotion Lot of different life situations had to deal with on my own So I got no emotion aye damn guess that's why it's no emotion Yea damn guess that's why it's no emotion Just fell out with my daughter right now I know she hate me Seem like my temper I can't control it lately Blame it on diabetes the way it make me Feel you don't know what I deal with on the daily Try to make the best of it Hate I overthink sometimes I might just block a blessing Know I hit the stu' on my Usher Cause the booth the only place I seem to tell all my confessions Throwing haymakers left jabs uppercuts ask why cause I got to keep em guessing Back when I was going through depression Never got a answer to a lot of those questions Just reflecting got to understand I'm now manifesting A family and without me how can they be protected So I'm focused on my goals tryna hit my projections Been about 12 years I been taking injections Yea shooting up the insulin Couple days I be feeling great then I'm sick again Got to thank my wife she be dealing with the switching and Bipolar ways she start bitching she a bitch again Wow, damn EL chill dog get it together Quarantine pouring down we storming the weather Stayed down loyal to me she with whatever 2021 we planning a bigger wedding Damn EL chill dog get it together Quarantine pouring down we storming the weather Stayed down loyal to me she with whatever 2021 we planning a bigger wedding you heard Try to talk to god he ain't never picking up the phone Why no emotion standing in a room full of people still feeling so alone How come when I try to talk to god seeming like I only get the tone Why no emotion, lot of different life situations had to deal with on my own So I got no emotion aye damn guess that's why it's no emotion Yea damn guess that's why it's no emotion