My Fault

It was not my fault I don't even know why I fall I don't even know when I fall Still feels like my fault It was not my fault I don't even know when I fall I don't even know why I fall Still feels like my fault Am I wrong Go ahead and tell your friends Laugh about me Tell them how I treated you Maybe brag about me I felt so misunderstood and I would laugh about it I was sad about it, down and out about it I gave you my heart Now I'm wishing that I had some doubts about it Yeah maybe not I fill my room with forget-me-nots I wanna talk about it, but you cut me off I'm the one who fell in love So I guess its my fault Run up the bands, if they come back-- awesome Saving myself from myself is exhausting When they ask me how I feel I tell 'em I feel awesome Powers like I'm Austin Still ballin' like I'm Stockton I don't even know why I fall I don't even know when I fall Still feels like my fault It was not my fault I don't even know when I fall I don't even know why I fall Still feels like my fault Am I wrong It was not my fault I don't even know when I fall I don't even know why I fall Still feels like my fault Am I wrong I'm having dreams A little too real for comfort Mind is playing tricks Feels like I'm going under Still stressed about the way you left me Said it while you're crying After everything you did, I hope you know You're a diamond I'm just a sad kid from 2016 All the friends that I have now I hope they miss me All the friends that I have now I wish they met me Not the old me I mean the real me I don't even know why I fall I don't even know when I fall Still feels like my fault It was not my fault I don't even know when I fall I don't even know why I fall Still feels like my fault Am I wrong