Infected

The destruction I've brought upon myself has led Towards feelings I can't fully explain I can't find my breath and my heartbeat I'm feeling numb from all the pain I say, stay, stay, when you should go You say hey, and you wait, and then you go, away I should've run, I should've run away I shouldn't be so, shouldn't be so afraid All my tears have turnt to dust and I, can't see clear Oh the screaming is too loud, I can't hear Slow dancing in the fire, can't deal no more I'm infected The restoration of myself has failed Don't give a damn about me anymore The cigarettes don't help my pain away The pills on my desk just won't work And I hate, that I'm here, even though, I should go But I stay, cuz I'm just, a fool for, you I should've run, I should've run away I shouldn't be so, shouldn't be so afraid All my tears have turnt to dust and I, can't see clear Oh the screaming is too loud, I can't hear Slow dancing in the fire, can't deal no more I'm infected I have come to the realization That there's no communication I can't fight this temptation We've been like this, in rotation I can't feel any affection We are far from the perfection We must switch our direction Cuz I could die from your infection