blindfolded

I've always had the insane dreams About my future life But now it's getting closer and I'm not feeling alive I feel like I'm a driver of the car Which rushes down the slope I could have slowed it down But my eyes are blindfolded I try to stop the vehicle Opening the door But I became too cynical Obsessing with the flow This road, this goal I'm getting closer every breath Not seeing the surroundings Fearing what I might have left Behind the rebounding I feel like I'm a driver of the car Which rushes down the slope I could have slowed it down But my eyes are blindfolded I try to stop the vehicle Opening the door I became too cynical Obsessing with the flow This road, this goal this crazy fog Is all that keeps me going I fear it and I seek control But the unknown means growing