OBLIVION

Those days they pushed me past everything To the gates of hell. But they would not be the end of me A finer focus was needed but I slipped into darkness Losing every part of my grip on this life and reality Counting the minutes and seconds to fall asleep I know that I will live my life with grace I know that pain will always be in me But I will not let it beat me I know those moments will be with me The darkest days that tried to kill me But I will not let it beat me No It won't beat me It won't kill me It won't see me through this It won't see me through this The time I wasted, oblivion. The steps that I took to love myself? It took everything from me I don't own enough to give I wore the silence like it was made for me. Like a badge of honor. But it was taken from me Like it was made for me I know that I will live my life with grace. I know that pain will always be in me. But I will not let it beat me I know those moments will be with me. The darkest days that tried to kill me. But I will not let it beat me