Beachside Freestyle

I'm sittin' beachside, just, feel me, just thinkin' bout some shit Man, yeah I'm sittin' beachside, thinkin' bout when he cried His homie just got hit, so he said f*ck it, nigga we slide Hit us with a message, we gon' hit back with that reply This shit ain't no Nintendo, niggas ain't gettin' no retry Hit him with precision, his family sad cause they miss him I'm askin' God these questions, when shit gon' change in the trenches? I never get reply, but I'm always hopin' he listen Like the mufuckas livin' by beaches, livin' with pensions Cuz they ain't got a worry bout the shit that we Worry bout, cause mentally They ain't got a worry bout money, cause it come instantly But honestly that money ain't everything, don't mean shit to me Sittin' back and writin' these words I feel epiphany Just like a revelation, my mind goin' different levels, like it's elevated Jim Crow was long ago, but we still segregated Slavery stay on my mind, I feel that devastation Man, ain't no hesitation My nigga fucked them reparations, I done lost my culture Now everybody sayin' nigga, they be culture vulture I put on for all my niggas, that's how I'm supposed to Up and down, my life been feelin' like a rollercoaster But I be keepin' motion, I ain't never been complacent Everyday I'm stressin', wonder if I ever make it Fightin' these demons No retreatin', I just keep my patience On my grind, I hustle seein' how far I could take it These my deepest thoughts, I'm battlin' with introversion Watchin' everybody, mentally I'm so observant Tryna be perfect everyday, but nigga is it worth it? Don't need perfection, imperfection, what's gon' make it perfect