Stupid High

She wanted to hang out and I pretend I’m fine But it’s bullshit, I’m freaking out She goes back home And I get stoned So don’t think it, you’ll jinx it You’re probably right she’s just being nice But I don’t want to think about it anymore tonight If I do I’ll see if I can fly Dumb enough to try it but too fucked to go and drive So I’ll stay home and just get stupid high Bad news, forgotten plans She bailed so hard for some dumb champagne bar Is it bullshit? I don’t know She’s go back home And I get stoned But it's alright, the leagues weren’t right What do I know of being in the show? But I don’t want to think about it anymore tonight If I do I’ll see if I can fly Dumb enough to try it but too fucked to go and drive So I’ll stay home and just get stupid high Maybe so, maybe not Either way I’m where I want to be As relieved as bummed out Maybe there are answers I should seek (But I’m not looking for them) Because speculations easier on me So I'll stay home and just get stupid high