Tides

I, I want to see you That’s why I send out unclear texts That don’t make any sense to anyone but me Although I’ll reread Every line a thousand times I’ll just keep rearranging all the words til I have robbed all meaning (The little that was there) And I don’t think you care I’m keeping it inside until another time If I can’t explain the tides that swell inside my mind I’ll a find a way And try another day I, I just can’t decide If always waking up alone is worse than The torture that is finding someone new I just can’t read you Building walls we’ve broken down You won’t return my texts when I am outta town We’re out of reasons And I don’t think you care I’m keeping it inside until another time If I can’t explain the tides that swell inside my mind I’ll a find a way If we both weren’t so afraid Of what people might say Ignore their eyes, just hold me tight And we will session “Tennessee” all night Our words slurred in drunken time I know it’s only in my mind but You smiled a lot and goddamn it was nice Until another time If I can’t explain the tides that swell inside my mind I’m keeping it inside until another time If I can’t explain the tides that swell inside my mind I’ll a find a way And try another day If we both weren’t so afraid