hate you!

Gone away We treat it like a race I sprinted to leave you and now I just feel without you 2 am I don't like to pretend But the space in my bed just won't make any sense without you Wish I could sleep but I can't Cause I'm thinking about you again I already wrote you some songs And it sucks cause you don't deserve them I'm trying to live in the future But I can't stitch you up with some sutures So I circle repeat it Type up and delete it Wish I could hate you but I'd never do that Gave you my all and I can't get myself back Left me with scars and I don't think I'll heal them But I'll still forgive you, I don't know the reason You're on my mind all the time And I wish I could leave you behind I can't help but want you to call me And it sucks cause we're not even talking I'm trying to live in the future But I can't stitch you up with some sutures So I spiral and spiral I'm back to denial Wish I could hate you but I'd never do that Gave you my all and I can't get myself back Left me with scars and I don't think I'll heal them But I'll still forgive you, I don't know the reason