Dying

I wake up everyday with the same feeling Wanna die but just can't do it Run away from reality Why do i stay here when they all hate me? I'm dying Struggling to find my happiness Struggling to take care of myself Struggling not to cry everyday Struggling to throw my pain away I'm dying Is it heaven or is it hell? Is it the devil or the angel? Does God exist to make me suffer like this? Does God exist to make me suffer like this?