I've Been Doing Fine

I've been doing fine is what I tell myself Black out fairly often for my mental health Don't worry, aint driving, keys are up on the shelf Perfecting these flows to try and get up my wealth Might be struggling but I aint tell no one Swear the recent drug use is just for fun Thinking about death, life is not close to done Strange man in my DM's, sir I'm not your son Days might suck but I fight to survive Life's a crazy trip and I'm willing to drive I be getting all the hugs the second I arrive I realize I take shit for granted and I'm glad to be alive So, f*ck it I've been doing fine, this time it's not a lie Been getting better with expressing myself, no longer afraid to cry Might be blind in one eye but I've never seen shit so clearly In touch with my emotions now I say I love you sincerely Take time to reflect, close your damn lips Stop being so fake, don't have to read off scripts Get off your high horse and come to grips It's 2020 bitch, we're living through the apocalypse Days might suck but I fight to survive Life's a crazy trip and I'm willing to drive I be getting all the hugs the second I arrive I realize I take shit for granted and I'm glad to be alive Glad to be alive, glad, glad to be alive Glad to be alive, glad, glad to be alive Glad to be alive, glad, glad to be alive I've been doing fine, I've been doing fine