Nostalgia & Pyrotechnics

I'm mixing new school with the vintage There's nostalgia in my sentence Need to Redefine our friendship Cause you're charging me with interest But I'm still losing interest How'd I exit through the entrance? You're sentence so corrosive you notice Throwing dirt on these roses only exposes Their tenacity covered in ashes as you see Us defying your gravity Jesus breaking depravity It's so sad to see you trade immortality for a salary We Lose our lives so casually But how can we count these casualties When you're obsessed with burning calories Cut out Clavin an Call in the Calvary So we can kill these fallacy's Ending fatalities Mending mans mangled mortality While restoring personality It's so cold How the winter took my faith My ice and snow covered worried frost bitten face I'm Looking for his grace but I forgot how it taste It's running for minutes I never defend it I Think I'm descending I know your offended But How can I end it I already sent it It's to late to mend it I never meant it but now it's cemented My broken intentions and dumb decisions Will still be a witness to all the bad business That I have befriended and how can I kick it I feel like I can't I feel like I'm stuck I'm feeling the rush I'm feeling The love I think that I love it They Say I'm addicted It's never enough Caught in the cuffs and I can't get it My tongue is slipping my heart is frigid Im feeling so lost On these waves Im tossed to and fro All These frozen angels telling me where To go I'm so isolated always feeling so alone Is this frozen tundra where I was meant to roam? I'm not sure but can you please just take me home...