No Turning Back!

Last month I saw kids ditching school Asked myself when was the last time I ever thought about you Never Imagined reaching this point I can't pull through Can you believe this boy you found at the corner Eating lunch by himself now all grown up still making the same mistakes Life's been hell since you left And now my skin's covered in red and violet Nothing to worry about I always tell them Can this end? Can I join that realm Every hope in me is fading the walls are now breaking Left me so early you were my sword you were my shield Alone in this castle how am I gonna finish this battle No turning back! something you would say if you're still here Couldn't save me now I know it's very clear Easy to say I'm okay but honestly I'm not getting any better Last month I saw your face in the crowd Afraid I'm losing it maybe it was the work of medicine Never thought I'd be this messed without you Could really use your help oh boy it's so true Even just once see you just once cuz I'm tired of playing escapes Look I'm starting to forget And I'm so scared cuz you were the only best Now I'm finally moving on I always ask myself when Can it be true? No it can't be true Every memory of you is dying I'm losing you again I'm shaking Left me so early you were my anchor to my sinking ship Alone in this castle how am I gonna finish this battle No turning back! something you would say if you're still here Couldn't save it now I know it's very clear Easy to say it's okay but honestly it won't make things any better Looking at it now All is going surprisingly well Never felt better Can this be the start I know we're both praying for End of all this sadness a start of never-ending happiness