At Your Door

I try to paint my faults in a better light But it makes no difference to these sleepless nights The world will pass me by Will I make it in this life The fear of loss and losing you has made me weak My chemical dependencies all take a seat At the table and show me all my flaws Though I've tried to move along If I'm not losing friends I'm losing everything Else I care for So just once don't leave me at your door I'll get it all together just wait and see But I forget my inconsistencies I don't mean to lie to you It's my defense to make it through Truth is a bitter friend and it's made me see I am not everything I claim to be I fear what I don't know My love please don't let me go If I'm not losing friends I'm losing everything Else I care for So just once don't leave me at your door