For My Own Good

I've been holding on for dear life But you don't give a f*ck about me I've been reaching for a single breath Losing every bit of my sanity I've calculated all the risks Thought out every way this situation goes There's no way that this will unfold Without resentment from us both I'm losing touch I'm losing too much Of what I used to know Tell me it gets better from here I'm so tired of getting old But I know it's for my own good Certain things come with maturity And it's obvious to me that you have none at all Maybe I'll leave too It's the only thing I have left to do Every moment I feel broken And lacking in integrity Won't you please just end it now So I can take this weight off me I'm losing touch I'm losing too much Of what I used to know Tell me it gets better from here I'm so tired of getting old But I know it's for my own good Certain things come with maturity And it's obvious to me that you have none at all Maybe I'll leave too It's the only thing I have left to do