Oasis

Why is life so complicated I can't take it Been going through these problems I feel pain and I can't fake it I've been trying to be patient, constantly waiting for answers of my prayers depended on my lord and savior can you help my complications Fights with the devil I've been trying to prove that it's hard for me to go out and lose I'm not looking for trouble but don't follow the rules, how I'm gonna learn if I don't do what I do Going through the motions I feel like I'm growing but I'm struggling to cover up the pain Drowning in emotions I can't explain the feeling but I'm hoping that it's soon to go away You know that feeling when somebody right there next to you But that don't mean a thing so you stay still just like a vegetable You don't know what to think so you just pray, hoping a blessing come and wash away the pain you thought was hard so it gets easier But it never gets easier Now you're done trying after trying cause you got too much to face You acknowledge all the problems while you running out of grace Tryna change whos in your circle cause you don't got time to play They gon treat it like a game it's up to you if you gon save it Memories can be traumatic you should watch what you believe My friends and family do magic disappearing by the weeks Feel like a habit but I swear I'm sick and tired of RIPs Always stressing I don't know if I'm gonna ever get my peace I know, that life is getting harder by the days I know, people follow me to get away from pain Cat got my tongue I'm never knowing what to say So I just keep it quiet that's the way that I feel safe Fights with the devil I've been trying to prove that it's hard for me to go out and lose I'm not looking for trouble but don't follow the rules, how I'm gonna learn if I don't do what I do Going through the motions I feel like I'm growing but I'm struggling to cover up the pain Drowning in emotions I can't explain the feeling but I'm hoping that it's soon to go away