melancholy

I always feel alone, But I'm never alone enough I can't stop myself from pining For the me I never was (I wish I was) I'm fearful of the sun And frightened by the moon But I always feel alive when I'm fighting off my doom (I feel alive) I'm too young To be so full of folly I feel my worst When I'm consumed in jolly It was seductive The way it crept up on me It's not my fault I fell in love with melancholy I'm always afraid And I'm never sure of what I'd rather be still (I always am) Than go in the wrong direction I don't know what I want And it makes me feel alive when there's no air in my lungs because the pain, it keeps me wise (I can't breathe; I can't breathe) I'm too young To be so full of folly I feel my worst When I'm consumed in jolly It was seductive The way it crept up on me It's not my fault I fell in love with melancholy (Save me) (From my) Oh, melancholy I'm too young To be so full of folly I feel my worst When I'm consumed in jolly The way my bones ache When I begin longing To be free (set me) from my melancholy (free please) It's addictive The way that it comforts me It's not my fault I've only known melancholy Oh, melancholy