the idea of loving you

I can picture every detail I can prevent all your reactions I can see your eyes shining when I say that I love you I can plan all of my speech And can hear all of your answers Oh I can almost feel like its true But how this can be real if it's all inside my head How can I think that I know you if it's not a fact? And how this can be real if I project my expectations In someone that will be but isn't yet? I'm in love with the idea of loving you I'm in love for what I created of you I study all of your words Overthink what it is for And try really hard to see what I wanna see I don't know if its a game But it feels like I pressed start And I'm playing with a character that looks a lot like you But how this can be real if it's all inside my head How can I think that I know you if it's not a fact And how this can be real if I project my expectations In someone that will be but isn't yet? I'm in love with the idea of loving you I'm in love for what I created of you And I hope one day I can love you too