Close Your Heart

Watch yourself while I turn grey I lost my baby now I'm fading away You said you loved the pain Now I'm standing in the rain My mistakes have ruined my whole life My shame will haunt me for the rest of my time My jealousy will take my body away from me Now it seems you're better off without me My love, my life, my time, my life As you can see I'm changing my ways And hurting you will no longer remain In sickness and in health, I'll always love you the same My mistakes have ruined my whole life My shame will haunt me for the rest of my time My jealousy will take my body away from me Now it seems you're better off without me My love, my life, my time, my life I'm no longer alive I'm trying to keep you shrive Just pour me one more cup These feelings and despair have teared me up When I called you dear, you shed a tear You show me love You showed me happiness but now you show me fear My mistakes have ruined my whole life Our talks will haunt me for the rest of my time My jealousy will take my body away from me Now it seems you're better off without me My love