Jealousy & Rivalry

Conflict and Compromise We fight then apologise Jealousy and Rivalry Because how could they rival me Communication is key I'd have say I agree I wish loving you was easier and so I let it be Conflict and Compromise We fight then apologise Jealousy and Rivalry Because how could they rival me Communication is key I'd have say I agree I wish loving you was easier and so I let it be I wish loving you was free But I guess I paid the fee You put my name in the dirt and yet we still made it work We never used to beef in the beginning We were grinning and feeling like we were winning just from spending time With eachother introduced you to my mother But she never really liked you now I know why Leopards don't change spots tigers don't change stripes And the evidence is clear if we asses your life There's a pattern of behaviour that I just don't get And a whole bunch of writing for you to just go left Why'd you even bother when you sent that text And why we trying to talk if you know who up next I never let communication bring me stress Unless I see the dots at the end of a long ass text What a long ass mess Time's up and I gotta move on Return to sender that's the wrong address Becuase love don't live here no more I already gone back to how I was before My heart got cold like a freezer at the back of the store But love's still something that I'd wanna explore You should've known me better I'd have been there in the coldest weather Stacked to deck you out in the coldest sweater Looking back it was clear but I didn't know no know no know no better   Conflict and Compromise We fight then apologise Jealousy and Rivalry Because how could they rival me Communication is key I'd have to say I agree I wish loving you was easier and so I let it be Conflict and Compromise We fight then apologise Jealousy and Rivalry Because how could they rival me Communication is key I'd have say I agree I wish loving you was easier and so I let it be   (Detaching) Its time I disconnect As I reflect on disrespect that once was But it's hard to disconnect when you once loved Do I block your number, ignore the hunger Get in the gym and look younger? Or do i Still watch your story and play myself Like I don't know the cards I was dealt How do i, forget about you and how you made me feel? Even though I know it was real Certain parts of my heart i was trying to conceal Because falling for you wasn't part of the deal Imagine not being able to describe how you feel Then getting hurt and having to heal Just think about it