May 17th

(RellyMade) I don't know how to feel As I write this song right now I hope that you can see me I was thirteen years old in my house just watching TV That's when my dad said, "Deck come here we got a family meeting" When I got there she just took my hand, that's when I felt the squeezing She looked us dead in the eyes, said "Mommy got diagnosed With stage 2 cancer in my breasts and in my lymph nodes" I'll never forget that feeling And even when I say it now, still feels like I'm dreaming The purpose of this song is to tell all of y'all a story I'm not seeking the recognition, money, or glory Suddenly I find myself not liking crematories I'm gon find and kill the devils bitch ass, make that end of story I'm alright, (right), that's a lie Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights) (Breast cancer) This my battle cry, look me in my eyes God tell me why, you took her life (tell me why) (Breast cancer) I'm alright, (right), that's a lie Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights) (Breast cancer) Mama be my light, this is not goodbye Spread your wings and fly, be my guide (be my guide) (Breast cancer) 11 years of fighting back, I don't know how she did it Every odd was stacked against her, and she didn't quit it Radiation, scans, and chemo almost every week And not to mention constant pain and all the countless surgeries I'm done with this shit, nah, actually I'm done with You How the hell you take her when we prayed to You? I probably sound mad, well bitch I'm in a mood That was my mom man, what you expect me to do? Trying to smile through the pain and act normal But sometimes I give in to the grief Her soul was pure gold, and You stole her from us I don't break bread with a thief (Thief, thief, thief) (Yeah!) I'm alright, (right), that's a lie Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights) (Breast cancer) This my battle cry, look me in my eyes God tell me why, you took her life (tell me why) (Breast cancer) I'm alright, (right), that's a lie Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights) (Breast cancer) Mama be my light, this is not goodbye Spread your wings and fly, be my guide (be my guide) (Breast cancer) (Yeah, yeah, let's go) I'm alright, (right), that's a lie Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights) (Breast cancer) This my battle cry, look me in my eyes God tell me why, you took her life (tell me why) (Breast cancer) I'm alright, (right), that's a lie Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights) (Breast cancer) Mama be my light, this is not goodbye Spread your wings and fly, be my guide (be my guide) (Breast cancer, breast cancer, breast cancer)