Alive/Dead

Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive but I wanna be dead. Now I understand Cobain and the things that he said Hate what I do, hate what I feel, hate that I feel. Hate that this pain has become fucking real Life goes on, yeah I know it's true, but in different directions, baby good for you Bad for me, as I'm drifting away, drifting to shame. I wanna fucking die as a flame I feel just as cold as a silver shining razor blade. Just as tight as a motherfucking tourniquet Just as dry as a slowly pounded funeral drum. I feel like Pink from The Wall and I wanna be numb I wanna lay me down and never wake up again. Safe and sound, but you are still in my head All the things that you did and you said. All the things that I thought I would never regret Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead All the things that I thought I would never regreee