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The inability to feel defeat Is what the motivation is behind my feet Once I get to running Ain't no hundred yard dashes Once they write the check You know I'm 'bout to cash it Ramen noodles and bologna sandwiches Everyday my momma count the damages Now I'm feeling like a different man I got the world vice right between my hands Something spiritual about destiny Like I had vision, but I still can't see Such a parable for life Living in the dark, but working for the light Can't nobody tell me what its really like Got that close Never did it right Everybody wanna live inside a dream I'm on the only one dominating scenes If you wanna get this bread (Get it) Ain't nobody eating off of my decisions Rocking with me n***a really is a privilege Feeling like I say it every thirty minutes Feeling like I been here before Feeling like I just seen the tour Feeling like I got back from war I got PTSD Someone help me Feeling like I'm in a vicious cycle False prophets playing false disciples Fighting demons Gabriel and Michael I seen it all before Seen it once again Exuberating fear of losing all my friends I know its gonna happen in the end I know I don't really have a choice At a certain point Losing all control Feels like taxidermy for the soul Either it ways goes Everything is written Everything is planned Nothing my decision Unfortunate, to know what your fortune is Without even noticing A phenomenon so unexplainable But yet, so attainable I feel the presence of the unknown The genetic questions in my chromosomes I was born to be a five foot giant I was born to be David and Goliath Underdog with an overbearing shadow Take a Eagle and compare it a Sparrow I was always the undervalued Undersized But unsurprised (Jokes on you) I converse daily with the forces at hand Invisible perception is what I'm saying Why do I suffer? Why do I struggle? Why do I hustle? Why do I fall? Victim to this physical place Writing my verses my only escape Days turn to months Months turn to years Somehow time never disappears And I'm still here Living life for the second time Without the knowledge of the first time Now you understand the struggle of the mind Deja Vu Feeling like I been here before like Deja Vu Feeling like I just seen the tour like Deja Vu Now you understand the struggle of the mind Deja Vu Feeling like I been here before like Deja Vu Feeling like I just seen the tour like Deja Vu (Like Deja Vu)