Fuck It Up

Things are goin well I haven't been so crazy I'm gettin out of bed I'm not tryna be so lazy Been trying my own things I'm trying to be happy I'm trying to justify Why life is worth living I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up Gonna think about the past This happiness won't last I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up Gonna think about the past This happiness won't last Been taking longer breaths I've been thinking about her less I've been goin on some runs They haven't been so fun I'm focusing on some music Been laughing with myself I'm reading some books I'm doing some self help I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up Gonna think about the past This happiness won't last I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up Gonna think about the past This happiness won't last I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up Gonna think about the past This happiness won't last I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up Gonna think about the past This happiness won't last I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up I'm gonna f*ck it up