Asshole

Lately I’ve been acting like an asshole And I don’t wanna do that but it’s hard to control I know It’s a little fucked up Yeah Lately I’ve been acting like an asshole And I don’t wanna do that But it’s hard to control It’s a little fucked up I know I’ve been told And I just need a little luck up but it’s rare like gold And lately I’ve been feeling like I don’t wanna live life Like baby is it really my life I don’t really have a hold on my sights I don’t know if I’ll ever make it Lately I’ve been feeling hated Yeah Yeah Lately I’ve been acting like an asshole And I don’t wanna do that But it’s hard to control It’s a little fucked up I know I’ve been told And I just need a little luck up but it’s rare like gold It’s rare like gold Feeling like I don’t have no one I feel Like I can’t trust no one I I can’t give out mor love yeah And I don’t wanna say it anymore but I I don’t wanna say it anymore but it’s Turning to trait My soul filling up with hate Way too much on my plate It’s all in my face I’m I’m sorry but I Can’t give you more than this Life’s fucking filled with shit I can’t give you more than this I’m doing these drugs Forgetting the feeling of love Yuh yuh Baby is it love Is it trust That we didn’t have You only gave me half assed love You doing that shit I’m all in my feelings I’m getting mad smallest of reasons I’m doing it again F*ck Lately I’ve been acting like an asshole But it’s just fucking hard to control Maybe I’m better off dead Lately I’ve been acting like an asshole And I don’t wanna do that But it’s hard to control It’s a little fucked up I know I’ve been told And I just need a little luck up but it’s rare like gold It’s rare like gold And I just wanna say f*ck you to myself Cuz I’ve been treating you like hell Yeah And maybe it’s my fault Maybe it’s my fault Maybe I’m high off the drugs Maybe I’m high off the love Maybe I thought the love was true When all I ever wanted was you Yeah But I took you for granted You were my planet But I was just lost in you Stranded But you were just mine to lose Abandoned Baby it’s fucked up I know you adapted to pain While I’m still stuck in the rain But f*ck it I’ll stay in my lane It’s hard to forget your name I’m sorry our love was fake Now I wish it was real So I didn’t need this time to heal Baby it’s hard to hide the fear But my skin be harder than steal And my heart be harder to steel After you Everywhere I’m just seeing you Yeah Everywhere I’m just seeing you Yeah Lately I’ve been acting like an asshole