My Best

Don’t know if I’m okay Yeah Idk if I’m awake My life just full of mistakes I don’t think I’ve been good to you I don’t know if I’m okay I’m just always afraid I don’t wanna make you all sad You’ve been on my mind all day You don’t know that I’ve been down bad I wish that I could take it all back But I’m way too fucked up for you I fall and I don’t wanna get up again I try but I always run out of friends This girl she always up pulling my leg I wish she knew I was doing my best You say I fall in love too much But it’s not my fault I’m not enough I guess I’m not the one you love I guess I’m not the one you trust Why’d you say you’d always love me Now I’m afraid of trusting Way too much that I just run away from love I said I don’t care about shit Don’t care about shit But I’m too scared to share shit With you I Hate myself I’m in pain and you can’t tell That I’m in hell Yeah Feel like I’d be better off dead Better off dead But it’s all better off said Better off said I’d rather live for others instead But my mind just filled with red I wish it would all just end I fall and I don’t wanna get up again I try but I always run out of friends This girl she always up pulling my leg I wish she knew I was doing my best Why’d you do your make up just to break up I couldn’t fall asleep so I just stayed up You had me down I couldn’t keep my face up Couldn’t keep my face up Fucked up I be going back and forth I said I hate you then that I’m yours I said I want you but I’m not sure I’m just fucked up my words in a slur I fall and I don’t wanna get up again I try but I always run out of friends This girl she always up pulling my leg I wish she knew I was doing my best