Opaque

Sorry that I said I love you Sorry that I fell and trapped you Sorry that I felt too much too Be the me you wanted Color of my thoughts opaque Felt like I was always numb but it’s okay I’m slowly doing better Boutta blow I’m always going forward Boutta show her (show her) That I’m not a f*ck up So tell your friends to just shut up Cuz I know I need you And I know you need me too You don’t love And I don’t trust I hate that I’m not enough I’m always too fucked up It’s just too lame I didn’t know you felt so forced I’m so dumb And I’m so numb Without you I felt so much with you (felt so much with you) Color of my thoughts opaque Felt like I was always numb but it’s okay I’m slowly doing better Boutta blow I’m always going forward Boutta show her (show her) That I’m not a f*ck up I just f*ck up sometimes I just f*ck up sometimes Maybe that’s too much For you And maybe that lost us And I know I made mistakes But maybe I’m not enough Even for myself And I’m feeling way too much And sometimes not feeling at all I’m too numb Sorry that I said I love you Sorry that I fell and trapped you Sorry that I felt too much too Be the me you wanted Color of my thoughts opaque Felt like I was always numb but it’s okay I’m slowly doing better Boutta blow I’m always going forward Boutta show her (show her) That I’m not a f*ck up I just f*ck up sometimes yeah I just f*ck I’m sometimes I’m sorry that I said I love you I’m sorry that I fell and trapped you I’m sorry that I felt too much to Be the me you wanted