Mental

Here it comes again Slowly creeping in Questioning my worth Darkness descends Misguided since birth I could never contend Life's trials still hurt And I am never content Raised up in the dirt Always playing pretend I wasn't very good At making new friends I really couldn't see the point They would all leave in the end Or stab me in the fucking back With deceitful intent The weird kid in class Sitting alone with my pen Scribbling words on a pad Just trying to blend Avoiding the pack Following less popular trends Picked on for being fat And an outcast I guess Facing odds that stacked My home life a mess I had to learn how to act Amidst the pressure and stress Carried an old tattered bag Ashamed of the way I was dressed They judged your worth by a tag My brands were never the best Anxiety Hate Depression How many pills do you take Anger Fear Sadness Afraid to look in the mirror Anxiety Hate Depression How many pills do you take Anger Fear Sadness Afraid to look in the mirror Please seek help Please seek help As an adult I just try to get by Pushing back insecurities That I'm feeling inside Not much has changed There's still devils to hide That appear when provoked My rage is building with time Still keep to myself In very few I confide Always slow to trust I've been told too many lies I spend a lot of days afraid When my anxiety flies Depression takes the rest Oppressive clouding my mind Indecisive at best Searching for words I won't find Moving like the walking dead No sign of life in my eyes Zero pride in my work My talents always disguised Diminished self worth No confidence to survive Feeling so grave Like being buried alive While gagged up and taped I still struggle and writhe Being consumed while awake I lay paralyzed Thinking what's it going to take To live a regular life Anxiety Hate Depression How many pills do you take Anger Fear Sadness Afraid to look in the mirror Anxiety Hate Depression How many pills do you take Anger Fear Sadness Afraid to look in the mirror Please seek help Please seek help Please seek help Please seek help Please seek help Please seek help