8-21-2017 (If I Die)

Facing the end of life at your discretion A testament into which you were blessed with I'm so inter-lectured Professing my inner thoughts and lessons over this breakfast But niggas be reckless chasing life goals but writing their death wish Damn What's next is, boosting Rolexes, pawn it in Texas Now he whippin' a Lexus, Niggas be flexin' Battling flesh and not seeing the wicked they conjure Get locked up can't bond ya, Niggas get lit wit the ganja Then be like Free my nigga tho, He gettin' out one day Just to get out and see his brother taken from gunplay Forgive 'em father for they don't know what they've done they All lost for words for trying to learn what the gun say Running into bullets from the other side of a one-way Rain on your parade, stick pop and you seeing drums spray But one day See if I die tonight I wonder if I lived my life wrong or right Throwing my hands up I'm asking why evil can run the streets and good ones die Guess I'll know when I go there I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there But while I'm here I'm wondering where And why there Is it fair Guess I'll know when I go there I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there But while I'm here I'm wondering where Guess I'll know when I go I remember when you called and broke the news I was at work and ain't know what to do At that moment I hated I was so distant from you Really it ate at me even if I had an excuse I gotta take that on my chest I can't blame it you The cancer demon crept and ate at you Nothing that they could they could do, claiming that it was too late for you I prayed for you, tried to carve out a way for you So we could one day reminisce on how you beat the shit and came through But figure since that you can't be here that I'll pay you With all my love this music. I hope you could fuse it To your spirit, but I wish you could hear it I wish I could show you the words as I'm still writing the lyrics But without your sacrifice this probably would've never been written I honor you for all that you did and all that you didn't 'Cause now that I'm a man, I'm in position for winning See if I die tonight I wonder if I lived my life wrong or right Throwing my hands up I'm asking why evil can run the streets and good ones die Guess I'll know when I go there I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there But while I'm here I'm wondering where And why there Is it fair Guess I'll know when I go there I'm climbing those pearly white stairs hoping that I could meet you there But while I'm here I'm wondering where Guess I'll know when I go All lives won't matter Until Black lives matter To each other We gotta take care of each other Rest in Peace to all the senseless murders in the streets This one for y'all But mostly, this one for you I love you I'm gone