Dreamer

So let me & breathe, I am defeated & my hands are in the air (seeking redemption) & my tongue has been removed & (away with words) & away with words & (a way with words) & I have no way with words & manipulation inside of me & and dirty hands to carry out their heads & I live in dreams & I am comatose & I live in dreams & I am comatose & believe in me not & I have nothing left to lead & follow him just as I should & find us & a new place to call our home & because we're not welcome anymore & I admit that I have lost myself & I admit that I have lost myself & discovered the dirt where they planted my seeds & So let me & breathe, I am defeated & my hands are in the air (seeking redemption) & my tongue has been removed & (away with words) & away with words & (a way with words) & I have no way with words & I've fought for truth in hope & but I know the only hope & is letting go & of his dead hands that hold me & under & just let me in & I feel him with every breath & that I take & this very air restricts my lungs & I cannot feel I am undone & the dead man I am & the followers I lead & save me & from my & save me & from my & self & can you hear them call? & redeem them all.